Saturday, May 8, 2010
After about half an hour or so I began feeling very strange, I started to sweat uncontrollably, I couldn't stay still and felt something not too pleasant bubbling away in my belly. The chants were sending my off on journey in my own mind. It was like something I have never experienced or know was possible, I was actually having visions so intense that some I felt like I was participating in them, some I was watching like it was a film. I had some unanswered questions in my mind, mostly trivial things but some were really annoying me. I was undecided whether or not I should shave, one of my visions was a mirror image of myself without a beard, cleanly shaven, I presume that as I was toying with the idea, my visions had told me to shave it off as soon as I could. Another vision was telling me to leave the jungle as soon as I could, my body and mind couldn't handle the constant torment of the bloody mosquitoes, I definitely wouldn't deny that vision, it was very clear what that meant. I had a series of other visions, most were irrelevant and some were like reliving old memories. All of my visions were playing out like films but none of them could end, they all got to a point and then nothing. This went on pretty much the whole time, I didn't know what it meant until I had a moment of clarity, I opened my eyes and could see, they were all culminating in the bottom of the sick bucket, I needed to be sick to rid myself of darkness and let the light be free. My sick was mad, I could see it so clearly as if it wasn't dark and there were lights on everywhere, it was bright purple, it had spilled all over the floor, was dripping all over my shirt and running out of my mouth, the worst thing about it was that it wasn't just purple liquid, it was filled with lots of bugs, all different shades of purple, some with white. It didn't feel religious in any way, just that it was really spiritual, in body and mind. It was amazing, as soon as I was sick I felt good, in fact I haven't felt that good in a long time, the only thing that was annoying me were still the fucking mosquitoes, buzzing around my ears. After about four hours or so of chanting the trip came to an end. It was a good trip, I would highly recommend it, more than anything else I have done or anywhere else I have been. I put up a mosquito net and went to sleep, the end of a great day and a voyage of a lifetime.
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